Give meself to god.

Many things are going on in our family life. A few of them are kind of mind breaking. I prayed for the guidance for my husband, my children, and myself. I prayed the right decision to be made for our family. Thanks god for answering my prayers.

Kids play!

This is something bothering me constantly. I don't know what to do and feel extremely helpless.

One of the reasons that we moved to the current house is because we cannot find neighborhood children to play with. All the children were extremely busy at after school activities.

Now, we live at this new location. Here, children play. This makes me feel good and think that my children will be happy for having people to play with. However, it brings up another serious problem - the way children play!

Children here are not very loving and kind. In my plain view, a lot of them are mean. Nice behavior is easily taken for granted.

I cannot help but extremely worry that my children are treated unjustly. They want to play with other children. They need friends. However, I have to be on guard to watch out for any sign of "errors". I told myself to let go a little.

IT BOTHERS ME!!! A LOT!

I am getting insane! GOD! Help me. Give me the wisdom to handle and handle anything for my children. I need guidance. .................

Pray for me!

Feeling Sentimental Lately....

Could it be because of the coming of Autumn?

I felt so sentimental toward everything around me that I would cry like a silly chick. Man! Cannot stand myself!

I start recording my food intake again. I can finally bear to do this task again. I was pretty sick of bookkeeping my food intake for a whole summer. I meant it this time. I am keeping the weight I am in right now!

I went to a social gathering on Sat. night. Almost everyone commented how slim I look. :) When fishing some compliments from my hubby, he told me that I looked attractive that night. He said that he was attracted to me before he married me. He is still attracted to me now. You know he also said that I did a very good job on schooling our children. I feel tears in my eyes again.

Aim-Less at this moment

There are many things going on in my life lately. None of the events is in a clear vision. This is really a trial time.

I am really attracted to the Belly dance. I have been looking into this class for a month now. The main issue is still "time". I am 100% sure that this dance can help me trimming my baby waist. ; )

A Friday Playday.

We had a play day with one of the family of my daughter's friends. We met at the East Cobb Park. The whole time when we were in the park, so much precious memory flashed back to me.

It has been three years since we played with Sarah and her 3 boys. They are a family full of imagination and warm heart. Sarah and her boys didn't exclude playing with my children because of their young ages, 6,4 and 2 years old then. Her boys were about 11, 9, and 6 then. These boys showed they really love and care for my children. I was so blessed to meet them.

We don't contact each other any longer. The 3 boys are growing up. They should be in teens now. I think they might not care to play with little children any more. Should I contact them?

More like music now.

My 9 year-old starts to love violin. He has been practicing violin for 10 minutes every day so far and seems to enjoy it. I think violin might be the call for him.

My scale didn't show me the number I like for over a month now. I do gain about 3lbs since April this year. I need to stop eating chicken. Fish is better for my weight control.

OH! My! I felt smart and proud of myself!

Does it mean I am really getting old?.....

Ok. I am not going to tell you what I have done. Sorry! It is for the privacy of a pretty girl. Something to do with the experience and things I've learned or known and am able to put them in writing.

A happy self help you keep your weight, I'd like to think so.